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never a loser.

i swear i'll sleep after one round of monopoly. I MUST WIN!

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I NEED TO SCREAM!!!

i dont know why i feeling so so so. i dont know... just something alien and sucky. i wanna paste a note that says: " DO NOT FREAKING MESS MY LIFE UP" on my forehead. seriously god knows how much i hate to hate. maybe because you're way to far from being perfect.
*my honey will screw you. YOU! arrghhh!! i wanna be animal. really.

and.. i havent felt the way i felt yest for ages. awesome! cheers sf, wen, png. i had a great time.

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my life would suck without you

this is regina, and i love her.

SPEECHLESS & i hope i can always keep my cool.

regret is SHIT! SHAME!

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my life would suck without you full virsion - kelly clarkson

we dont have to know what we're doing.

shida

learn through the hard way.

time to start going training! and i seriously have no shit idea what will happen to my driving plan. i'm this eager and this helpless. one thing at a time. know my freaking priority and start working on it. glory is nothing without eating some mud, shit.

eating, shopping with mom and dad is my favorite past time. AAHHA!!

and i just had a LAUGH-TO-THE-MAX kind of conversation with min yi. hahha! we're on some secret mission now.. till then, let us own the city first.

goodnight & goodbye

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i believe youre not important.

monkey face. hah!

and i cant stand your bow even until now. ahah!

this's my honey! whats wrong with you honey! ahahah. so candid.

when F1 cyclist finally langah.

stop with your smile and your teeth nisa!! HAHH!

i dont know why i'm smelling zahraa' armpit! OOPs..

just woke up few minutes ago. had my second round of rest. trying so hard to get rid of my eyebag and my drug addict look. besides honey, shida said it too. so i guess and strongly believe its true =(

trying to copy games into my memory card but it doesnt seems to work. WTH IS WRONG. waste my freaking time waiting and anticipating to play. WHATEVER! driving at 8.05. sexy car, sexy steering, sexy gear, sexy aircon, sexy instructor. WWooo.. DELICIOUS!

i believe you are not in my league as well though it seems very much like you are. we got so much to put into consideration, so much to overcome, so much to compromise. ITS SO TIRING! you're no different from the rest, live a life as confusing as theirs. and i so dont need this at this moment. dance and have fun. bye bye.

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i know i can live without you.

cycling at ECP was awesome to the bit. we had so much fun! LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE! went food fair only after our asses start to sore. we cycled our last few km in the rain and surprisingly, no one complain! AHHA!

WILLY WALLA TO:

MINT: come on MIN YI AH! her body is definitely a form of art. appreciate it HOR! havent scream at you! i cant comment your lj cause you forbid me to. better go and un-forbid it. ok ya and join us for our upcoming outings ok. i felt something's missing when you werent there with us today. sob sob!! i miss you...

RUPS: ya i'm having my holiday now. like for very long already darling. i'm starting school on the 20th of april. another month to go. i'll wait for your invitation huh! ahahha. tell me when's your holiday ok. LOVE SO MUCH YOU!

SISTA: STOP WITH YOUR OH YOUR GOD! WHAT'S wrong huh huh huh. i'm a girl not like you dont know. next time we wear skirt together ok. and please STOP MISSING IN ACTION for christ sake! and just so you know, i love you as much like always ok. HUG for sista!

WEN YAN: give me date and i'll be there just for my beloved princess ok. ahahah!!

HONEY (VIC) : you also another one like MIN YI! appreciate it as a form of art. you know, artist's perspective? ahahha!! ITS ART HONEY!

JASMINE: i'm terribly sorry love. yest clashed. ahahha! and I WENT EXPO TODAY. hahha!! and, i love you much much alot!! you should know. hah!

AMY: erm.. i'm freaking fine. haha! busy with work and rugby and FUN! when you gonna meet me? am i gonna see you in sch this coming april? MISS YOU MOST! KWAN GUI LING!

before i finally sleep and emo, allow me to pour my thoughts out: a broken vase can never be flawless EVER AGAIN no matter how you spend your entire life trying to fix it. in other words, this vase can never perfect like it used to. live like there's no tomorow. look at what you have now, walk and never look back. let bygone be bygone. all of us deserve the best! and i want the best of the best =)

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singapore female bodybuilder - joan liew.

OMG HER BODY!

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i miss QSS so much. the food, the thrill, the people.. how we broke rules when we should be abiding. SO FUN!!

I WANT THE FUNERAL PICTURES!! wahahha!!

MONDAY

TUESDAY

i'm looking forward.

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some many things left undone

slept early last night and woke up early this morning. went sun tan like after so long. i just love the sun too much too much. been no where today. the feeling of staying home suck hardcore. computer - eat - watch tv - computer - eat - watch tv... just kill me!

seriously i need some fun! my life is shit! especially without rugby. NB! give me a rugby ball now and i will eat it. i freaking miss this sport so much! and i swear its never a wise choice to put trainings on every wed. like after we've worked out all our schedules. but..... its under the 'bo - bian - act' so its fine. as long as training is still on. whatever, whenever. but still cannot always give last minute BOMB to bomb us alive. PLEASE...

i need to do alot of things. i have this sudden zeal for alot of shit. like hiking, trekking, cycling, sleeping on muddy field, mountain climbing, fishing, everything and anything parents would fear and under the sun. suddenly i miss NCO course alot. even the discipline part. aha! and i couldnt forget something that wen said: " WA! went png step into the house after the 4D3N camp, she smell like garbage bin and dead rats." ahhahaha!!

"I know your eyes in the morning sun.

I feel you touch me in the pouring rain.

And the moment that you wander far from me,

I wanna feel you in my arms again. "

Ps. i wanna go fabulous this sunday. provided sista and rups want to.

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WILLY WALLA TO:
MIN ER: ahhaha! thats me. girl must wear skirt. hahah. are you still schooling now?

CINDY BABY: are we meeting up like really soon, office lady. hahahah! know how much i missssss you... arrggh!!!

REV: gosh rev! sounds like you've got some shit job. are you ok. you sounds like you'll attempt suicide like anytime. hahha! dont stress ok. i'm waiting to dance with you AGAIN. hahah! take care and love.

WENYAN: hahahh! now then know i'm cool? ahah! like as if i wear pants me school ah? ahhahah!! first time this's your first time praising me. I'M SO HAPPY! i'll wear dress soon. WOoo.. eh eh meet me la. holiday already?

GHHHH: GO CYCLING CAN? ahahhaha!! lets all go out exercise and eat and have FUN! oh ya. thank you garhong so much so much cause you have been giving me alot of things in pet society. like all expensive stuffs but i'm too poor to buy you things. i can only give you food. hahah!

AMY: i'm fine. working and training. hope to see you in school soon ok. drink drink drink? BQ together la.

JULIA: HELLO GF! before i say anything, i must tell the whole world that I LOVE MY GF ALOT! ahahhaha! yeah thats me wearing skirt. shocking right. no fear i'll be there to calm your nerves. XOXO!

RUPS: dance like really soon ok. ahahha!! are you having holidays now? i wanna go fabulous. interested?

JASMINE: i swear i'll meet you soon. cause i miss you hardcore much. hug!

WOOo.. seriously speaking! i got a feeling. tmr's training is off again! hate. my shoulder and back are aching like some hardcore shit! i'm dead tired and i'm turning in now NOW NOW! i dont care what time. i wanna say something: I LOVE MY TEAM ALOT. I LOVE MY FRIENDS ALOT. i know i can rely on each and everyone of you. anyway can somebody tell me, whats wrong with my bowel. i need to shit extra frequent these days. ok anyway. i'm healing wen's advice. spice up my life alittle, alittle too much. i dont care. we are just out to have some fun. real fun.

LETS PARTY! i'll host.

cheers to all my love out there. lychee martini for everyone.

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14th march, contact 7s

OOppss!! HONEY what are you looking at? like so wrong. aahah!

EEEeee!! MINT WATCH PORN! ahahah.

I LOVE HONEYS!

faezah and D for DALINAH! ahahha

look at nisa' s monkey face.

***

thanks honey for taking such awesome picture.

ahahhah!! ok! i love being a girl. CAUSE ITS COOL!

training is cancelled today. i'm gonna start practical next week. got to hit bbdc whenever possible. oh ya! met sf yest after work. initially was supposed to meet her straight at bugis after both of us had went home to change. but we ended up meeting in town for wen. AHAHA!! i cant stop laughing. she freaking got herself in deep shit and i'm wondering how's she now...

i'm thinking of going grandma's house later but i'm lazy and freaking broke. i feel like robbing! HAHHAHAhah!! or maybe i should just spend my time with my psp, complete the whole game. i'm almost there!!!

i feel like.....

hitting hagi lane everyday.

cause i'm craving for shisha of every flavor.

i'm missing boat quay. i miss pubbing!

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Everybody needs it

Everybody wants it

Everybody's searching for someone

Been down a thousand highways

I never thought would end

Baby, I've been

Waiting all my life to find you

Always been one step behind you

Your love babe

I've been waiting all my life

I was tired of waiting

Every night was praying

Everyday would be the day I'd find you

I grew so impatient, how long would it take

To know you were out there somewhere

Somewhere waiting, wondering just like me

I've been waiting all my life to love you

All that time I was dreaming of you

Your love babe I've been waiting all my life

And did I lose faith, did I lose heart

Maybe I did, but I never lost my way

To where you are - I've been

Your love I've been waiting

Your love I've been waiting all my life

All my life, all my life

i spent whole day hibernating at home. woke up at 3 today. mom's at home =) when she's at home, i wont want to leave home. AHAHH!! abit scared. haha!! i'm really tired LA! havent had enough sleep for like weeks? this's really bad! VERY BAD! i need to start staying home and saving up! STOP SPENDING LIKE ONE FUCK WILLY WALLA!

and i realised.. i havent been spending time with my friends. FRIENDS!! spend one night with me. got alot to catch up.

WOOOoo..... UNEXPECTED ACCESS!

goodnight & love

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I'M PROUD I WORE SKIRT YEST. lucky asses, honey and gina. got no idea why i wasnt at all reluctant when honey suggested that i wear her skirt so that we could all get in to arena. ahaha! claire's friends were awesome too. i must try something new!! HAHAHAHH!! JUST FOR LAUGH! come on! you certainly need to have balls to have fun! CHEERS!

contact match tmr. happy unhappy.

you know this's for you.

my life sucked after you left like really sucked to the ultra max.

the only reason why after a year going two we're still hanging: we shant be avoiding the fact about this gap between us. in some circumstance, a relationship could never be brought back alive however. its nothing like a party thing for you and i, i never want it to be. i'd a shock that kills when i heard about it.

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i have a wish.

i have a hope.

and i'm certain nothing is impossible.

1 chance for me to pick myself up and never fall again.

the fact that i love, alot.

i'd die for it. if ever.

here's where i finally find the courage.

one chance, i'll never let go.

"Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me tell you this

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment... like this!"

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i'm sorry but i'm utterly disappointed. i've never felt this way before cause maybe we've never been into this state before, maybe not until this point. it seems to me that everything is falling and it seems as though nothing is helping not even a tiny bit. and its heartbreaking to see all these happening before you. and how much i hate to witness. i hate, i really do. SUCKS!

its either all or nothing. i hate the fact, cause i dont want to accept what's happening now. i fear.. how many sleepless nights! AAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHH!!! FUCK!

i cannot stop my tears from falling though i've much wanted. simply because they're everything to me. EVERYTHING!! truly. i know this's not our fate, from the day i was born. i wanna stop thinking... i wanna stop tearing.. i'm never never gonna accept something that i dont want to. FUCK OFF!!!!!

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