i'm sorry but i'm utterly disappointed. i've never felt this way before cause maybe we've never been into this state before, maybe not until this point. it seems to me that everything is falling and it seems as though nothing is helping not even a tiny bit. and its heartbreaking to see all these happening before you. and how much i hate to witness. i hate, i really do. SUCKS!

its either all or nothing. i hate the fact, cause i dont want to accept what's happening now. i fear.. how many sleepless nights! AAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHH!!! FUCK!

i cannot stop my tears from falling though i've much wanted. simply because they're everything to me. EVERYTHING!! truly. i know this's not our fate, from the day i was born. i wanna stop thinking... i wanna stop tearing.. i'm never never gonna accept something that i dont want to. FUCK OFF!!!!!