okok now i think you're hot and you've got a really delicious build. like finally. thats for you. as for you, i think you need to work harder but, i still think you're charming-er. WAHHAHA!!

well anyway, today sucked! alot of things happened and i'm really affected in every way. so lets skipped all these. i'm all out looking for something better. tmr's game.. i hope i keep my cool and play my best. save my breathe and learn to breathe. how much i love ruggers and wanna hug them to sleep every night? never gonna waste my life away.

and thats my only wish now: look down and pray for a better day when i open my eyes later. i really need. when things dont get better, something must be gone. when i dont perform, i cant stay. this's the bottom line, everything is clear and there's certainly no gray areas to it. like again, i know whats at stake.

so many things.. no stress no stress. slow and easy, one by one. life is beautiful, always. someone somewhere out there. save me. i know i can do it and i know if there's a will, there's a way. unfortunately, things are all messed up, really hardcore kind. how much i hate to clear all these mess but well, I KNOW i got to clear my own shit and pick myself up again.

i need to go somewhere now. the only place where i can find peace and solution. (grandma's house)

and oh ya! fuck yourself hardcore bitch! you'll see whats coming. and i'm still not over the fact that you're just fucking infront of me and i'm speaking to you in the nicest tone. believe me, i'm still cursing and i'm not gonna stop. i dont care if i'm bad and sinful cause i know youre shit worst. my irresponsibilily is nothing compared to your dishonestly and dirty hands, old lady! YOU STINK!

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