number one is wrong, number two is worse, number three has gone, number four is dead.

terrible, i didnt know i was long wasted.

" life is not all about grades and stress." but is life all about achievements? dont restrict me, let me free. commitment suck big time! I suck big time. but this's my life. still. do i have a choice? obviously not. i have to hold on to that spoken word cause if i dont, i'm a loser, an ultimate one. and i say, " this's the last time."

i cannot regret, i'll smile. but, can i choose to be a loser? im tired, i'm stuck on this one way street. i paint my life the way i want it - i see it as half filled. do you see it too?